My first EP “Dolls” is out now💛 Listen here:
STREAM LIVING HELL😈

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CREDITS:
Director – Andrew Donoho
Creative Director – Sub Urban
Production Company – Obsidian
Executive Producer – Doug Klinger
Head of Production – Anna Heinrich
Producer: Jami Arceo
Producer: Paul Young Lee
Director’s Rep – Doug Klinger at Reprobates
Production Manager – Kelsey Anderson
Director of Photography – Julian Kapadia
1st Assistant Director – Mike Estrella
2nd Assistant Director – Benjamin Salvador
1st AC – Jacob Perry
2nd AC – Jake Dugger
Ronin Op – Adam Hull
Gaffer – Justin Garcia
BBE – Harper Thomas
Electric – Zach Stilwel
Electric – Yoann Cifuentes
Key Grip – Jon Coyne
BBG – Natalie Coyne
Grip – Anthony Santos
Grip – Johnathan La
Driver – Austin Murillo
Production Designer – Wesley Goodrich
Art Director – Carter McNeil
Choreographer and Movement Coach – Monika Felice Smith
Stunts – Tony Snegoff
Artist SFX Makeup – Sasha Glasser
Artist SFX Makeup Assistants – Malina Stearns & Hannah Starke
Artist Wardrobe Stylist – Aquiles
Artist Hair – Donovan Domingo
Artist Makeup – Jose Corella
Artist MGMT – Danny Kang, Aryan Mahyar, Gabriella Pulley & Francisco Montiel
Young Bella – Kendall Nguyen
Post Producers – Nazeli Kodjoian and Maria Rinaldi at Sunset Post
Editors – Andre Jones at Sunset Post
Color – Matt Osborne at Company 3
Color Grade Producer – Dan Butler
VFX Supervisor – Andrew Donoho
VFX Producer – Denhov Visuals
Additional Roto & Paint – Vitaly Verloff
Beauty – Sunset Post
Label Commissioner – Norman Wonderly & Devin Sarno

Special thanks to Cash App for helping make this all possible! 💚

LYRICS:
[Verse 1]
You know I don’t believe in ghosts Or letting people close
I’m good at letting go
You kiss my lips until they’re colder Think you’re in control but
But I should let you know

[Pre-Chorus]
Well, the good guys don’t always get the glory
Can’t you see the warning signs?

[Chorus]
I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it’s true (Know it’s true)
Love me, love me
Trust me with that heart of yours
Feels so heavy
Lying on the bedroom floor
I can make your life a livin’ hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)

[Verse 2]
Chew you up and spit you out
And still you come around
So I can watch you drown
Hate when you tell me that you’ll wait
Like you think that I could change
When I’ve always been this way

[Pre-Chorus]
Well, the good guys don’t always get the glory
Can’t you see the warning signs?

[Chorus]
I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it’s true (Know it’s true)
Love me, love me
Trust me with that heart of yours
Feels so heavy
Lying on the bedroom floor
I can make your life a livin’ hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)

[Bridge]
I’m haunted by the words you say
When I can’t say that I feel the same
Admit you’ll always be alone
And baby you should know
I’m only gonna ghost

[Chorus]
I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it’s true (Know it’s true)
Love me, love me
Trust me with that heart of yours
Feels so heavy
Lying on the bedroom floor
I can make your life a livin’ hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)

#BellaPoarch #LivingHell #DollsEP

39 COMMENTS

  1. OMG how DARE you Bella?!?! In the mirror when it cuts after you finish moving your hand your RIGHT arm should be up but if look at the hand she is holding up…its her LEFT.I WILL be contacting my lawyer!(obviously this is a joke i just randomly noticed this😂)

    edit: I also realized when it cuts again she is now raising her left???This is literally the only mistake I've seen in one of her videos

  2. Uhm… Bella. I hope you read this because I also have a worst nightmare on my childhood just like yours but I can't say it to you, it's a very long story and I appreciate your song very much. I Love it then soon, I will also express and tell my childhood Life through writing a song.

  3. I love you Bella! Tearing up. Thank you for sharing this with us. I've lived through my own living hell too. It's nice to know we are not all alone. Love to anyone else who has gone through their own ❤

  4. Damn Bella I just gotta say I didn't ever think I'd hear someone share their story and it make that locked away and alone kid I was feel a little less fucking hopeless. I'm sure this was fucking traumatic reliving this for this video but damn girl you made me feel something I never thought I'd feel. Like spiritually lol just thank you for putting this out there for yourself and for others like you. We may have lost our childhoods, and it may be hard to look forward, but we're not alone anymore girl. <3

  5. from your comment, is the song saying "I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to" as in if I wanted to do that, or is it "if I wanted, too" as in if i wanted as well?

  6. Bella I know that you have had the toughest times in your childhood and you didn't deserve that at all of what your parents did to you and you deserve the best that is coming to you and I love your song so much and you have alot of talent, and I hope one day you can let go and forget about the past and move on because no beautiful, talented and strong girl like you should not be wasting your thoughts on a traumatic past that happened to you but I know it is hard and I wish the best for you

  7. Living Hell is a story about my childhood. It’s a story about how I struggled growing up inside a real-life living hell in a tiny room in the Philippines. My whole life, I’ve been trying to escape my childhood trauma, my living hell, and no matter how much therapy I do, no matter how much medicine I take, and no matter how far I try to run away…it always comes back to haunt me. The music video is inspired by my childhood room. My room was yellow and had a lock on the outside. Yellow because it was a color I was forced to like growing up. It was my parents way of letting me know that they have the power in the house. And a lock on the outside because my parents wanted to make sure that I didn’t escape when I was in there. It was really hard for me to relive this while shooting the music video. I really want to talk to you more about it when I’m ready. Sorry for the essay the reason I’m writing this because I want all of you who are reading this and all of you who have supported me along this journey to understand that I love you more than you know. You guys are my escape. You guys are why I wake up everyday. You guys are the reason that I’m able to break free from this mess and in my darkest times, understand that things are going to be okay. I truly can’t thank you enough and I want you to know that I’m here for you the same way that you’re here for me. To anyone who is also going through their own living hell, you will escape and I'll be right there by your side. This one's for you💛

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